life is what you make it

I hate being in chico. It’s so far from home. I miss my family. And not being there with them. I have yet to meet my niece, and she’s had to spend a couple nights in the hospital and their still not sure exactly what wrong. Both the middle and modern family had me tearing up because I wont be spending mother’s day with my mom. I miss my mom and her warm embracing hugs, and way of making me feel like everything is gunna be okay. And jut now, the new (i think) google mail commercial…..as the last message was typing “love, dad” I said this is something my dad would do. I started crying… In front of my roomie and his friends….. All of which whose families live within 2 hour drive or less and just don’t understand…..

I’m beginning to hate it here  : \